MY DIARY🗓️

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HELLO THERE!

This was the first week of the semester. This has not been easy because there are new subjects and new learning methodologies. Since I have been working the first day, I also have so many activities to do for next week. To be honest, I think that I won't have much free time to have fun, but it doesn't matter because it is not a time loss, I need to finish this semester with new knowledge. Currently, I'm nervous when I have Communication classes and that is because my current teacher is too demanding and strict, and to be honest I like that.

In these last few days, I have been thinking positively about all the activities and projects that are to come, I have been watching motivational videos, and I also go to the park one day a week to be able to clear my mind of the toxic things that surround me, and to be able to take a breath. I usually get very stressed when things don't go my way, I'm a perfectionist sometimes and I always try to do things with love and give my best in each one; I also know that everything has its process and that little by little my knowledge will be strengthened.

Last semester my communication teacher was a nice person, sweety, cool, etc; I did not feel that I learned or maybe advance because everything was too repetitive like when I was at school, so I think it is one reason why still can't speak English with confidence; that's why I couldn't speak well during my presentation on August 25th... No more, see you next week! 

Refreshment for what's coming...

                                                            

HELLO THERE!

This was a hard week, ¨I have mixed feelings¨  for everything. This week I felt like I was in my second month of classes, to be honest, last semester everything went smoothly in comparison with this one.

I learned how important responsibility is, and let me tell you why...

This week the communication teacher assigned us an activity like "Method to learn English" I don't remember what specific day was it, so in that activity, we should prepare a way or a method to teach the alphabet, He told us "you have 20 minutes to think about it and show an example for the class" That activity was in groups but the mistake that my group had, was that we could not organize and That's why we couldn't present in the same day. At that moment I thought "Oh guys, It doesn't matter, we can show that tomorrow" but now I get it that if the teacher gives us a specific time, we just think that this is the only opportunity and find a way to fulfill the activity 'cause each one has his own space...

On the other hand, I'm disgusted 'cause my classroom is far from each other, and I need to walk a lot HAHAHAHAAH, I know that I just need time to adapt but I'm so tired when I get home... Omg and only two weeks have passed, anyways. I can do all with Christ who strengthens me.😇😇

BTW... The week couldn't end better, the "Tropel" is coming back... 

HELLO THERE!

This week was quiet, I didn't have too many classes but I had so many activities. There weren't weird things like "tropeles", all were really nice, I had classes with Teacher Olivia, an exchange teacher, I like her 'cause she always has a smile on her face and in the classroom she is didactic and her activities help us in our English learning. This week I was overthinking my life, sometimes I just need time to breathe, and sometimes I feel that I can't, I'm always happy at the university but even so, I feel alone inside. I was thinking that I don't have real friends, I mean, I have classmates and that's it, but I don't have a person who tells me my good/days. When I stay in the health care (Cafeteria de la Salud) I see so many groups of students of different courses and I think. How many of them are real friends with each other?...

These kinds of thoughts are in my mind but when I have a lot of stress, maybe sometimes I can't see it, but I know that there are good people in my life, maybe not the best people, but people I can count on. I am clear that no one can understand my problems 100% but I must not be selfish and I must let myself be helped sometimes.

To end the week, I had that record a video for my Communication class and also a video for my sociology class, to be honest, I don't like recording myself but always I try to give the better of myself. I admit that I record so many videos (HAHAHAHAH) but in the end, I could finish my work.

HELLO THERE!!

This week started to relax, and I did not have classes on Monday. We worked with Teacher Olivia Again. Also, I learned in my Grammar classes the different past tenses, to be honest, I don't understand when the teacher is teaching the topic so I just write the topic name, and then when I arrive at my house I start watching videos on Youtube about it.

On the other hand, The Communication teacher gave us feedback about the first draft that we did last week. This really was a whole disaster, he told us the better way to write an essay and the different tools to do this. Honestly, I thought I had done my "essay" too well, but it was not.

To end the week, the teacher and I decided to go to the movies on Friday after classes. It was so funny, we passed a great time together. After we watched the movie, the teacher invited us to eat pizza... and then I returned to my house.

This week I learned that one of the most important things in life is to live the moment, nobody knows what day it will all end, so we just need to laugh, share and learn to understand the people around us. I learned too that we must not judge someone before meeting them. Everybody has a wonderful person inside.

HELLO THERE!

This week was weird. I've been thinking about the best way to write my opinions and ideas of way. This week we did not have classes and started an assembly at the university, the reason for this is that there are a lot of problems with the rights of the students. There was a lot of controversy among professors and students because not all wanted to leave the classes to assist in the assembly. I was practicing the roleplaying activity with my partners, and there are a lot of scenes that we selected. 

I hope next week all that situation with the university can be resolved. On the other hand, we don't have Grammar classes because the teacher had a serious accident, but she is ok. 

We either have classes with the communication teacher but we keep working on the script of roleplaying. 

This is the month of love and friendship and I thought that no one will give me a gift, but an important person to me bring me a little box full of sweets, that was really nice. 

On this occasion, there isn't too much to say because I did not do many things but was a reflexive week. I hope next week could have different activities to write about here.

HELLO THERE!!

I thought that this week was better than the last one, but it wasn't. The assembly keeps working, but there aren't any solutions yet.  I did not have classes but the teachers sent us many workshops. My partners and I finished the script of Benneton but we kept the practice for the roleplaying, it is the next Thursday. In the middle of the week, there was a disturbance between students and a couple of hooded men. One of these men threw a grenade in the middle of my assembly and this caused a lot of hubbubs. 

The big fight was because the person who threw the grenade was one of the university workers. On Friday, the students made a kind of sit-in outside the university, so that people would know the situation the university is going through. even though it was raining, a lot of students stood up in the rain to protest.

I hope next week, all my assigned activities can come out in the best way, I have been studying a lot for that. Because I know that Success is the sum of small efforts that are repeated every day. For this, I must be patient and hopeful.

On the other hand, I must admit that last Wednesday was terrific! I went to the cinema with my best friend, we watched the comeback of AVATAR, I always wanted to see this on the big screen, that was amazing, the landscapes, sounds and colors, I felt so good.

Don't be scared by the following image, it's me, there we were practicing the drama script that we will have to show next week. In the background, behind me, you can see Alma and Omar in love, but it's only fiction, it's all part of the show... I guess xd.

HELLO THERE!

This week I didn't work too much, everything was messed up. I didn't have classes 'cause of the assembly. Monday the students made different posters when they wrote their complaints. So they got to the street and showed these to the people. Tuesday, the students marched in the city for that everyone would know what was happening at the university. The main topic there was the resignation of the rector. Wednesday was "THE DAY" I went to the University because probably we'll have classes, but it was impossible, the students interrupted that. Afternoon Wednesday the conflict between students and SMAD returned, and obviously the "capuchos". A lot of students were unable to go out, 'cause the smad and capuchos were fighting and some were throwing stones everywhere.

How ironic, because there was supposed to be a "Velaton" as a symbol of peace among students. To be honest, that was really funny to me, 'cause you read, everything turned out to be a complete disaster. 

Thursday morning there was a massive assembly, where the entire student community was summoned at 7 am, the urgency was the possible suspension of the semester. I decided to go to hear for myself because false information is often circulated on social networks. To summarize, the spokesmen for the assembly explained to us the consequences of the rector resigning, and the great majority ultimately voted to cancel that petition and continue with the other set of petitions.... in the afternoon assembly everything was the opposite, many continued with the idea of removing the rector from the university, and you can imagine the chaos that this caused. On Friday, in the morning hours, the representatives of the assembly met with the academic council and also the rector. At noon a communication comes out where he says that they had reached an agreement to review the student's requests, and that next week's classes will return to normal.

This caused great disagreement among the students because it is suspicious that just when they withdraw the petition on the resignation of the rector, they quickly approve the others. which means that the march we did on Tuesday was in vain and we all looked like clowns.

Guess who's crying 'cause the midterms that were supposed to have been canceled are back...🤡🤡🤡

HELLO THERE!

I am back... well, this is the eighth week of the semester, I spent two weeks in a stop with my classes, but we are back. this week finally I presented my role-playing and to be honest, everything ended better than my expectations, my team showed hard work, discipline, dedication, and determination. The communication teacher told us the tools to improve our learning, and he also gave us feedback to continue persevering. At the end of our presentation, some classmates congratulated us and I must admit that not all of them said it honestly, you guys know that it always happens.

I know that all is part of the learning process, and little by little we are going to enrich our English, it will be possible with resilience and patience, I really wish to be a good speaker but also a good person.

On the other hand, was Sabrina's birthday on Thursday (A classmate), and coincidentally was the same day that we had the presentation, that was the best gift for her, I guess...

In other news, finally, the "Jovenes en Accion" money came, that really really help me a lot, with that I can buy my personal things and also help my mom at home. I know that it isn't a lot of money but when you don't have a work or maybe when your incomes are low, that money help. I'm looking for a job, but with my schedule at University it's impossible, sometimes I feel so useless when I think about it, I know that there are different ways to gain money, but to me is complicated to sell sweets or whatever in the university, that is because I am a shy boy and sometimes I don't know how to speak with other people.... anyway next semester I am going to try to find a job, I hope my schedule help me this time.

Well, this weekend I'm going to practice a song, to share with you. I admit that I'm not a good singer or maybe I have a magical voice, but I'm gonna try hard, and plz don't laugh at me (HAHAHA)below you will find the photos of the week.

CU guys!

💣This is a scene of role-playing, I really spent a good time with my parents.💣

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HELLO THERE!

Finally the weekend, I felt that I could not continue, I spent so stressed during the week. I had a lot of responsibilities at the university, and also I did not have so much time. At least I know that in a couple more weeks and we go out to rest. I must admit that these days I feel happy because I have worked hard to get good grades, and I know I deserve them. I had a presentation in my grammar class, this was about how we see our city in 50 years, and thank God we got a good grade.

In the middle of the week, I entered a state of depression because of all the things I had to do, and also because of some problems at home, and that really affects me a lot when I want to think. This week I did something very important as a person, I learned that we must drain and remove the pain that we have inside and that little by little accumulates in our hearts, I learned that if I want to cry I do it no matter what others think of me, I usually shut up sometimes times and now I know that's bad for me. I learned that we must recognize that things don't always go our way, but that shouldn't make us continue because the best is yet to come.

This week I noticed that my way of expressing myself to others is somewhat peculiar, and I realized that not everyone is going to like it, at least not those who do not know me, because perhaps my way of showing affection is through jokes. and only my close friends know that... that's why I decided to give myself my own space and breathe a little, I like to be alone, but not to feel alone.

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HELLO THERE!

 Well, this week was a bit stressful but we survived. This Monday was a holiday and that makes the week shorter, everything is going well in my grammar classes, and although I still don't understand the teacher, everything is going well. In my communication classes, I survive by pure anxiety, although it sounds dramatic, it is so, we have many activities to do and I feel that I do not sleep well. By the way, I hope you have seen my video telling you about the comic, I also hope you have seen my video singing, the truth is I had a lot of fun doing it.

On the other hand, I feel a little frustrated because the other universities are finishing the semester, and I finish in December, I think I will see the birth of Jesus Christ there xd. I am giving my best to acquire new knowledge and continue improving as a person. this week made me think about something I mentioned to you last week, in that sometimes I feel like I need to improve how I express myself to others.

This week there was an inconvenience in my communication class, this was with a classmate. To make a long story short, I made a somewhat sarcastic comment in the WhatsApp group, but one person, in particular, took it very badly and was offended. My intention is never to hurt anyone and I always ask God to forgive me if I say something that unintentionally hurts someone at any time. Anyway, I found out through some colleagues that this person literally hates me, writes insults towards me through WhatsApp groups, treats me like an idiot, says that I spend all my time offending others, also that I only seek to attract attention (To be honest, ironically it is someone else who seeks attention), etc... These comments do not affect me because I know that person is not right in the head, I even dare to say that this person needs psychological help, what did bother me a little is that those who I consider "good colleagues" only supported this person and even knowing that this person was saying ugly things about me, they remained silent and did not tell me anything, I found out through others people.

this situation made me think of the words of my communication teacher, "Friends do not exist, there are people who are by your side only for convenience", and it hurts to have high expectations from people who are not worth it. but that came to an end, and now many things are going to change.

Hello there

Here we are again, a new week, a new process. Last weekend I felt like it happened in the blink of an eye, but thanks to God I was able to carry out all my assigned activities. These days I've been a little sick, maybe stress and lack of sleep don't help much. Again, the week went by very quickly because there was another holiday Monday. Thanks to the fact that I advanced my activities, I didn't have so much pressure, I must admit that I am more dedicated this semester. I learned that I shouldn't leave things to do them later.

This week at the university the atmosphere was a bit heavy because we all want to be at home enjoying a good end of the year with our families. It is frustrating to see other universities on vacation and all of us still receiving classes.

These days I have had mixed feelings because she has been going through certain inconveniences concerning a colleague, but I hope everything can be solved soon. On the other hand, these days I began to let go of a part of me that I had been keeping for a couple of years. I learned that the most important opinion that I can hear is my own. As long as I keep on thinking about how other people see me, I will never be happy. I spend so much time thinking about how others see me that the first thing I have to do is consider how I see myself. I learned that I must stop keeping my feelings, I must drain some bad moments, must let go of that, must recognize that there will always be someone who listens to me, and must stop being selfish with myself.

This week in communication class we were making a poster, the topic was the importance of positive thoughts and their benefits. It is a subject of my interest, and the truth is that I have thought a lot about it. I know that good things always come at the right time, I must breathe, be patient and enjoy the process.

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Hello there!

To be honest, I don't know where to begin describing everything we went through this week. I feel like I had a lot of mixed feelings about the different things that happened to me. We are already finishing the academic semester. I had a grammar quiz this week and hope I got a good grade. By the way, the grammar teacher is sick again.

On the other hand, the context in the classroom has improved, I feel that we all had a moment of reflection and little by little things are returning to their place. On Thursday communication students celebrate Thanksgiving. This very special date was good for all of us, we were able to share, laugh, and enjoy ourselves together. At that time, we were not students, and a family atmosphere was felt. I hope you take a look at a little video I made for you, there I asked several questions to people and teachers, about the things they are grateful for this year. I believe that this celebration should be done in all countries, it is good to take some time in the year and reflect and give thanks for the endless good things that happen to us. We must even give thanks for the moments of sadness because we are human and we have feelings, we must see each obstacle as one more ingredient on our path to success. The truth is that I am grateful for things that happen in my life.

I haven't felt very well for a personal issue these days, but I'm not letting that harm my days. I just have to find a way to get out and get over that situation. Even if that means getting away from some people I thought were helping me grow as a person, the truth is that they only stop your process and minimize your problems.

We are in the cultural week at the university. I don't understand why they called it "week" if the truth was only one day, this was Friday. That day there were folkloric activities in the morning and the afternoon, and there was a youthful atmosphere. There were several presentations by different musical groups made up of university students. The main presentation was the musical presentation of the reggaeton singer MR BLACK. The singer was accompanied by his wife, also a singer, YURANIS LEON, loved by many and hated by others, who performed the hit with which he made noise in many places, Sailor Moon. To end the night, we had the presence of a very famous DJ girl from the city of Bogotá, DJ KAREMA, although to be honest, I had never heard her xd. I was able to have a good time with my classmates and some friends that I met there.

Despite our academic responsibilities, we have a very pleasant time. Here I share a small video of how we live this celebration. I hope to have a lot of funny times like this. It is so important to spend time with friends, families, and people who give you happiness, nobody knows what will happen tomorrow, so live your life in each second. 

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🎄Hello there!🎄

We are officially in December. It's not fun to keep teaching, I admit. We are in a midterm week and there are only a few days left to finish the year. I've spent a bit thinking about how quickly this year has passed, however, it's part of the process.

On the other hand, I am very happy because my sister had her school graduation. It made me a little nostalgic to remember that I was in that place four years ago, and now preparing to be a professional.

This week I have developed a lot of academic activities because we don't have much time and we want to go on vacation quickly and not return in January. I wish it to be so. Do you remember that last week I did a grammar quiz, well thank God and my effort I could pass it. I'm really happy and satisfied with the dedication I've had these past few days. I'm really doing my best to get excellent results. This semester I have very good grades in my communication class and it is thanks to the effort I make in each of the assigned activities. I know that I am just beginning my process as a professional, but I must give my best from the beginning, to have a path full of successes and also learn from the adversities that may come my way. Little by little I have been losing my fear of speaking in public. I must admit that the role-play activity helped me a lot in this. By the way, next week there will be an activity similar to Thanksgiving, this one is about Christmas events and much more. Our communication teacher made us a very interesting offer. If any of the performance groups were present in that activity, they will get an extra point in the final grade. My group and I accept and next Tuesday we will be performing once more, but this time it will be in front of all the English students at the university. I cross my fingers that we can show something very nice and make a good representation of communication students.

This week you could see the Christmas spirit at the university. Many students brought Christmas hats, t-shirts, and many things alluding to Christmas. By the way, I was a blood donor in a donation campaign that took place this week, and they gave me a gift for my collaboration.📎🚑🚨🩸🩸

I hope you have a happy end of the year; every day is a new opportunity to grow. Smile every day of your life, hug your relatives, apologize when necessary, and recognize that you are also wrong. Don't complain, breathe, everything happens for a reason and there is always a solution for things. Get up, look in the mirror and be proud of the person you see, love yourself and take care of yourself so that you can later love others. Live intensely and without regrets, laugh, cry and feel... because we are human, we are not machines without feelings, allow yourself to feel alive. Allow yourself to be happy.

(that's how big the cuckolding she's giving you is)

Hello there

This week was great, I didn't have many classes, but the atmosphere at the university was very welcoming. We had our roleplaying presentation at the Christmas show organized by the English program. Unfortunately, due to a matter of time, we did not have the same result as the first time, but we were able to continue anyway. Everything is going well in my grammar and communication classes. Little by little things are settling in and I already have fewer jobs and less stress from the university.

These days I've been working on myself too. I am taking my own personal space, identifying the things I need to improve to be a better person. I have learned that many people are in the wrong place in our lives, and we give it more importance than it deserves. I learned that not everyone who smiles at you is your friend and that I am always there to listen to others, give advice and make you smile, but in the end, these people are not there for me, they only have me in their lives so they can vent and tell me their stuff, but when I try to talk about my personal problems, they just don't care or even ignore the topic and make me feel bad. The same thing happens in matters of love, I have never done very well, I feel that I am a somewhat complicated person and that I demand a lot, perhaps that is why I have not been in a real relationship. That person who makes me feel fully happy, who makes me feel important, and who sees ho,w wonderful I am has not arrived. A person with whom I can be myself, laugh, cry and enjoy, but always feel myself. Someone who doesn't make me overthink and helps me to continue growing as a person and can also help me little by little to eliminate certain insecurities in me. I don't know what damage I've done in the afterlife, but I haven't been able to feel completely good with anyone. I demand a lot because I deserve a lot, and maybe that person doesn't exist, maybe I've been wasting my time trying to find that person everywhere, when the only thing I have to do is turn around, look in the mirror and understand that the person who It will make a lifetime happy, that's me.

It is important that we recognize how much we are worth, and that we don't deserve leftover love or people who love us at times. If you have people like that in your life, you better stay away from them. Love yourself, buy yourself a new sweater, go for a walk and get some fresh air, and enjoy yourself, so that when someone comes into your life, you know that your love standards will not be mediocre and that you will not settle for little. Enjoy your solitude so that you can be prepared when someone arrives, and that your happiness does not depend on anyone but you. Live fully, live.

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💥HELLO THERE! 💥

After a break, here we are again. The truth is it feels strange to come back after spending so much time relaxing at home, eating everything, and enjoying the family... but cheer up! I can, I want, and I am capable.

This week of classes back was a bit heavy because we lasted a long time without knowing what it was like to be stressed by work, I haven't had much free time, and to be honest, I have a lot to do. In communication class, I had to present in front of the entire classroom, what is my phobia, in the same way, my classmates did the same. It was very interesting to hear the different phobias of others and the way they react when exposed to them. At first, I was afraid to say which one was mine, but I was brave and did it. As I listened to my classmates talk, I realized how strong they are when counting what they are afraid of.

This week they gave me a little rabbit that I call "daddy", it's really cute. my mom says that she can't stay at home because she doesn't have room to run. I'm thinking of taking it to my grandparents’ house.

On the other hand, these days I have felt a little stressed again, I feel a lot of pressure because I have little free time to do the assigned activities, however, I try to remain calm. I have not slept well and had many nightmares because of it. I've also thought a lot about taking a break from social networks now that I'm going on vacation, I think I'll give him more time to practice my English and study constantly to start the next semester with all the attitudes.