WEEK 14 📍

Hello there

This week was great, I didn't have many classes, but the atmosphere at the university was very welcoming. We had our roleplaying presentation at the Christmas show organized by the English program. Unfortunately, due to a matter of time, we did not have the same result as the first time, but we were able to continue anyway. Everything is going well in my grammar and communication classes. Little by little things are settling in and I already have fewer jobs and less stress from the university.

These days I've been working on myself too. I am taking my own personal space, identifying the things I need to improve to be a better person. I have learned that many people are in the wrong place in our lives, and we give them more importance than they deserve. I learned that not everyone who smiles at you is your friend and that I am always there to listen to others, give advice and make you smile, but in the end, these people are not there for me, they only have me in their lives so they can vent and tell me their stuff, but when I try to talk about my personal problems, they just don't care or even ignore the topic and make me feel bad. The same thing happens in matters of love, I have never done very well, I feel that I am a somewhat complicated person and that I demand a lot, perhaps that is why I have not been in a real relationship. That person who makes me feel fully happy, who makes me feel important, and who sees how wonderful I have not arrived. A person with whom I can be myself, laugh, cry and enjoy, but always feel myself. Someone who doesn't make me overthink and helps me to continue growing as a person and can also help me little by little to eliminate certain insecurities in me. I don't know what damage I've done in the afterlife, but I haven't been able to feel completely good with anyone. I demand a lot because I deserve a lot, and maybe that person doesn't exist, maybe I've been wasting my time trying to find that person everywhere, when the only thing I have to do is turn around, look in the mirror and understand that the person who It will make a lifetime happy, that's me.

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It is important that we recognize how much we are worth, and that we don't deserve leftover love or people who love us at times. If you have people like that in your life, you better stay away from them. Love yourself, buy yourself a new sweater, go for a walk and get some fresh air, and enjoy yourself, so that when someone comes into your life, you know that your love standards will not be undistinguished and that you will not settle for little. Enjoy your solitude so that you can be prepared when someone arrives, and that your happiness doesn't depend on anyone but you. Live fully, just live.

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